Blessings upon my boss for being understanding.
So, starting off with that, I worked today, because I really needed the money, unfortunately having to work didn't negate everything else that had to be done today, so I actually didn't even start working until 4pm today. But I put in four hours on not-critical-but-useful stuff for work, so that's good.
And before 4pm, I actually got a fair number of things checked off my to-do list for today. Make note, that was only today's to-do list, not the overall to-do list, but I guess every little bit helps.
It also helped that today I realized I've been wallowing in victim-mode for the last few days. When I recognize what's going on, I can deal with it, and as soon as I realized what was up, I knew why I was thinking that way, so I'm now working on thinking a more productive way. It's not an immediate fix, but it's a start. (Read more)